when I lost

Am impressed, very impressed. After getting through hard situation, in my perspective, someone opened my thought about life. God is working, and always working on our life and we seldom to realize His plan until it is happened.

When I lost, and do not want to accept anything to avoid having lost again, God is disagreed. He gave me unfinished bussiness which need to be settled now. After 17 years, finally I had to know someone's feeling over me. Surprisingly. Lost contact then connecting again.

When I lost, actually I am not really left by someone. That person is still coming around me, trying very hard to fix the situation which was thought as fault, even it was not. It was God's plan and we have to face it. I am really thankful for the effort. God bless u my friend.

When I lost, I believe God decision to build me stronger in facing reality, no matter how hard it is. Even I can not fulfill my aim for future perfectly, my life is running a bit flat but I am enjoying it so far. Could go abroad, could go to east Indonesia, could have much best friend with their unique own style, could go travelling until remote area around Java, could get experience in various job desc.

When I lost, because of lack of caring, passion of parents, finally I have to proud of myself not to be naughty and stupid girl. I had good value in school education from kindergarten to college, I did not make my parents were angry over me.

For some people, maybe it is just a common experience, but for me it is great! Thank you God for your care about me forever...